I focused on survival,
it was the only way,
the pair of us were doomed;
your vacant eyes displayed.
Directionless I staggered on,
my heart in helpless grief,
to find a place to fall and stay;
to find the time to weep.
Focused; adjective: Directing a great deal of attention, interest, or activity towards a particular aim.
Pair; noun: A set of two things used together or regarded as a unit; an article or object consisting of two joined or corresponding parts not used separately; verb: Join or connect to form a pair.
Vacant; adjective: (Of premises) having no fixtures, furniture, or inhabitants; empty; (of a position or office) not filled; (of a person or their expression) having or showing no intelligence or interest.